Finding the Love, by J

I am a person who has had a hard time "Finding the Love" for myself. I am very good at giving it away, giving so much away that I often feel very empty. Don't get me wrong I love my children, my family, my spouse and my friends, but I have some sort of block when it come to receiving it. I know now that I am a work in progress. That my issues of being unable to find the love come from major abandonment issues and trust issues that were formed when I was a baby.. I am asking GOD to help me peel back the battle scares for I know to go back and restart is the only to to breakdown the blockage. If my life was a chapter book. I would start with Chapter 1 .. Love ME first.... to love me is to love GOD..